Traumwind - Thinking about the things I'd like to do.

Things I'd like to do - as in "I'm not doing what I'd like to do". Do for a living that is.

Thinking about what I do and what I can't do, and for what reasons. Paths I simply can't go down. Thinking about the reasons keeping me from it.

Responsibilities, for my life and that of others.

Thinking about how I more freedom before. Less people being dependant from me. Being less dependant on the status quo.

Was I really more free then? Why then didn't I use that freedom to do those things I dreamt to do, and still dream of doing?

I've had the choice then, and choose this here. I sacrificed the freedom, gave up the opportunities when I had them.

Did I really?

Did I have them, or did I give them up?

What if I never had the freedom of choosing any of those opportunities?

What if I never lost that freedom of choice?

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